| Thursday, May 21st, 2009 |
| 5:19 pm |
i forgot i even had ones of this
life is a lot different than it was since i was last on here. i hate school and work is almost over for the summer then it is traveling and playing music with buds. the only thing i look forward to doing anymore. i met someone who makes me feel really good. other than, not really a lot going on. Current Mood:  blah |
| Friday, November 28th, 2008 |
| 12:34 am |
well....
yeah i kinda blew it tonight. a lot has changed. but it's rad that the feeling is still there. not much i can do except one thing..... not much of an update. but thats for the 3 people that read this. |
| Saturday, July 12th, 2008 |
| 4:41 pm |
"yay for plans working" Current Mood:  thoughtful |
| Saturday, October 6th, 2007 |
| 3:14 am |
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh
hanging out with my best friends. have a view at a new apartment tomorrow by ross island bridge which is rad. started school at portland state. and working at mcormick and schmicks. its good money and good times. bands going slow but well. good practice today and tour leaving on OCT. 23rd with the franklin cover up (ID). see my parents tomorrow which is rad and watch hockey blah blah blah bleh bleh i love olga OCT. 23rd. Rotture (Old upstairs loveland) The Franklin Cover Up Songs From the Rodeo The Planck Scale ?Cheap 9pm 21+ |
| Saturday, August 4th, 2007 |
| 11:16 am |
i just picked up taylor and took him to lloyd center for work. a lot of me is saying i should be there with him and making as much money as possible. but i am too sick of working (lame excuse). i only have two more days of working at the restaurant and then i'm done there too. tonight is russian dinner night with my parents. its like a last dinner altogether because i'm leaving and then my sister is leaving like the day before i get back or something for a whole year. damn. its not gonna be the same. i leave in 5 days at like 1 in the morning. what the fuck are we doing? Current Mood:  anxious |
| Thursday, June 14th, 2007 |
| 7:13 pm |
i havent written this thing in a year? i just got back from russia and it was really amazing. olgas family is really awesome and i drank everyday on the street and shit. and london is really fantastic and a beautiful city. got a new bass cab like an hour ago. behringer 8x10. it sounded good at trade up but if it starts to go shitty then i'll save up for more shit. it was only $200 too with trades. good deal |
| Saturday, June 24th, 2006 |
| 10:46 am |
oh, hawaii. i really love seeing my grandparents and seeing them actually doing better than i thought they would be doing. they are moving around, helping with dinner. i'm also convinced they hear better than my dad. but i really really dont like this place. its hot, sticky, the days go by super slow because of the time change. blah. its even hot inside. thats why i've taken 22 naps so far. i think the funnest i've had is watching seinfeld and eating ice cream when the sun finally goes down. i dont mean to sound spoiled. but this place isnt for me. anyway, due to new events, taylor i dont think will be moving in with us. it really bums me out but he's just been really weird lately. and now he signed up for the army. which really bums me out. it seems like he doesnt really notice that i care for him so much and think hes one of my best friends. but any decision he makes, i will support. no matter how much it bums me out. kylie invited me to a bbq tonight. i think i'll go. i hope tuesday comes sooner though so my life can continue the way i want it. Current Mood:  hottttttttttt |
| Thursday, June 8th, 2006 |
| 1:58 am |
today i didnt get to hang out with ray miah taylor or austin. i really wanted to. i couldnt hang out with austin because my dad took my phone away at the last second because of me being over everything. that really fucked things up with him getting a graduation ticket. ray miah or taylor left early at my graduation and decided to head to my house before i could talk to them that nothing was going on because of faggot work. they didnt want to hang out with me sober. at all. they just wanted to drink and tried to imply that they wanted my parents to buy just them alcohol, at least it seemed from ray. i ended up hanging out with jacob and later augie. we just watched movies and ate snacks and talked about old high school memories. it was the best i felt all day. they made me laugh really hard. i'm sorry to austin for not being able to call. i'm sorry to ray miah and taylor for the alcohol falling through until next week and you not wanting to hang out with me anymore. but thanks to my parents for being the only people today to wish me happy birthday to my face. Current Mood: blank |
| Wednesday, June 7th, 2006 |
| 3:05 pm |
work just fucks things up. i have to work at 9am tomorrow. this is my life i guess. i'm so excited for summer to be here though. even though my daily routines wont change that much, i still want it here. and no more rain. please. Current Mood: hungover a little? |
| Tuesday, June 6th, 2006 |
| 11:45 pm |
in 14 minutes i turn 18. i think i'm going to get a cigar or something right now. i had graduation practice today really super early. i was really bored pretty much the whole time. a lot of awards that i had no chance of getting were handed out. sometimes i feel like just a complete jackass when i'm at school. when we started watching the slideshow of past pictures and shit, i started to get a really weird feeling in my stomach. i just got super uncomfortable and there were even some of me when i was like 9. i dont know who put those in. i started to get really hot and ended up leaving because i just didnt want to be at school anymore. tomorrow i'm officially graduating though. odd. Current Mood:  calm |
| Friday, May 26th, 2006 |
| 2:35 am |
i got a call tonight that really scared me. everything is ok, but it made me ask myself if i can handle anything like this when the responsibility is up to me and not her mom. i like to think that i can and my confidence in this will grow as i grow. and as we grow. i'm enjoying work. i'm enjoying my music. i'm enjoying looking for my own living space. i'm enjoying responsibility. Current Mood:  tired |
| Tuesday, May 23rd, 2006 |
| 1:05 am |
i just saw hard candy and it's pretty fucked up. the previews are a lot different then what the actual storyline is and the twist is pretty weird. mainly it was just really good to hang out with kim. jeff was working at coffee house tonight also and i guess he got promoted to manager. 11.00/hr. damn. i was looking at places to live today and i found this http://portland.craigslist.org/apa/163599374.htmltwo bedroom and a private basement for practice space and whatnot. its only $695/mo. this would be ideal but i really dont think we'll get it in time. the third roommate is still up in the air as well. i'm going tomorrow after class to check it out. i really really want to live there. i'm 18 in sixteen days. Current Mood: thoughtful |
| Saturday, May 20th, 2006 |
| 3:09 pm |
a couple of days ago i think i had the most amazing day i could, considering the circumstances. the day consisted of taylor, miah, and i driving around to different places while playing our favorite songs in the car. i think when i look back on the times i've had the last few years, those are always my favorite. then we went to jacobs apartment and i drank a little again. i think i need to cut that out for a little bit. but we'll see. nicka and jeff came and those are two people i just don't hang out with enough. i also had an amazing conversation with two people that i care about the most. somewhere between the smirnoff and four bud lights, i realized how grateful i am. now i just need it to be june and have you here. Current Mood: grateful |
| Thursday, May 18th, 2006 |
| 10:06 am |
i got a B on my midterm paper that i pretty much bull shitted. and i'm running off of about 2 hours of sleep. sweet today i'm going to vancouver with taylor so he can see his doll. and i hope to get sparks. Current Mood:  bouncy |
| 1:15 am |
back?
so i got a livejournal again. it won't be friends only or anything. nothing too fancy i guess i just want a place to write some stuff when i'm up all night. i have to write a paper. and smoke Current Mood: calm |
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